In 2011, during the middle of the night, I became aware of myself in the cosmos, pulling across a shimmering curtain of energy similar to how one would open a pair of drapes on a window. I knew this shimmering curtain was the veil between the current realm I was in and the higher heavens. As I pulled away the veil, before me was this beautiful vivid jet black space. This blackness was pure and there was a brightness to it, even though it was dark and black.
I began to step into this pure jet black space of God Consciousness. It was as if I had one foot in the current earthly realm and one foot in the pure black vastness of God/Goddess Consciousness. I suddenly knew that if I stepped fully into this beautiful pure shining blackness that I would not return to this earthly realm. My life on this planet and at this earthly level of consciousness would be done. As I was about to step through into the other side, a tiny fear of what my earth family would think crept in. I had this tiny fear of being judged by them; that they would think that because I passed over at an early age that I had somehow failed in my life. I allowed this silly little fear to hold me back from entering into the realm of true Home, of God Consciousness and I stepped back into this earthly universe. I suddenly awoke with myself screaming ‘nooooooooo’. I was so upset that I had made a choice from a tiny fear to come back here instead of choosing to finally be free from the lower realms. But the pure jet black womb space of God Goddess Consciousness has made a lasting impression on me.
Since today is the shortest day of the year in the northern hemisphere I decided to share my little experience and a small writing on the beauty of honouring both the darkness and the light in our journey and the beautiful seasons that we are so fortunate to be graced with.
We often associate the darkness with fear and negativity, and yet true darkness is deeply nourishing, a sacred space of stillness, quiet and rest. A womb space where the seeds of the new are planted and nourished before bursting through the rich fertile soil of the soul and reaching for the light. When we enter a part of our journey that seems dark, where everything that we once held dear falls to the ground, it is often the most pivotal part of the transformation of our lives; of the transformation of our very being. The dark night of the Soul shines with the transformative light of love , leaving nothing untouched by its grace and beauty.
The entire planet right now is in a place of what seems to be darkness, where those that are unaware are grasping at the old, trying to solve problems from the only way they are currently conscious of, which is looking back at the old. The earth herself and all of nature is vibrating with the soft, silky energies of the New, and yet our man-made structures and systems are still operating from the old energies. For those of us who are deeply attuned to the New, it can be almost unbearable when still having to operate from our old systems and old ways of relating. This is a signal that we are very close to global change. We are in a place of the New being birthed globally and this seemingly global dark night of the soul is releasing the old for the seeds of the New to come bursting forth into the new fertile soil of love and compassion. We each have a choice to choose new ways, new systems of love & compassion; and to finally know what it means for all of us to truly be alive with health vibrating through our bodies like never before and pulsating through this beautiful planet, restoring all to its original paradise.
With Summer Solstice Blessings to those in the Southern Hemisphere and Winter Solstice Blessings to those of us in the Northern Hemisphere. May we be reminded of both the beauty of the light and of the beauty of true darkness, which is rich with the nourishing stillness and quiet beauty of love ~ Antiera-Andy Rose
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